To: Tarri

 

I've been bad.

I made a terrible mistake. I hurt my angel.

I wounded mercilessly with selfish, selfish words. How human of me.

I hate that. I am so. And yet I can't. Stop it.

[Just stop]

I hurt her. I hurt HER. How could I?

My baby, my princess, my darling. And yet, and yet -

The holes in my soul are the words I said to her.

What a foolish, pitiful being that said those things.

How desperate, small, cruel.

My dear,

You had been led

To believe I didn't care.

The fault is my own.

I've ignored

Taken advantage of

Taken for granted

Forgotten to cherish

the precious being that is you

We exist in a different world, you and I,

We're not quite like the rest of them.

We are together, always (itsumo)
And so,

I love you
I'm sorry.